Sunday, January 23, 2011

College Apps and Essays

So, I'm going to college. Ummm.. Torrey, you aren't in college yet. I am fully aware of that other-Torrey. Right, so shouldn't you be saying you're applying? Yes. Yes I should.

I am applying to go to college, and I hate it. I do not like filling out forms, and I'm not particularly fond of writing standard essays. I've been working on this kind of stuff for the past few days, and I'm not even close to done. Every time I think I'm close to being fully focused, I become distracted, and I hate that. I wish I could just write something brilliant and be done with it. Can't a girl just get accepted into college already? *Sigh*

Anyhow, I just needed to say that before bed. I'm tired and there's no school tomorrow (Huzzah!), so instead of having a normal, teenage social life (mine's non-existent anyway...), I will be writing essays. Wish me luck.

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That is literally me at this very moment of posting the blog. But obviously not now as you are reading it... because you know, time...happens. ... I'm tired.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Thespian Festival 2011

So, I have an announcement to make... I am a thespian. This year, I went to the thespian festival in my area. I had an absolute blast. Maybe I should just do a run down of the day. I think I may...Here it goes.
Warning: You are about to read a long blog. Be prepared.

3:30 a.m.- Wake up. Yes. I actually did wake up at this ungodly hour. It was quite refreshing, and I wasn't really tired.
4:30 a.m.- Pick up Amanda and then Tim at about 4:35ish.
4:45 a.m.- Pick up Connor, but don't actually leave until 50 after, and become quite worried that I won't make it in time to the school to get on a bus that leaves at 5.
5:00 a.m.- Get on the bus for a ride that will last for over 2 hours. Everyone's pretty tired, and we stop for food. Most people get Monsters and donuts with other junk-foody things. I got fruit and croissant with a V8 fruit juice. I was pretty energized. We drove through a ridiculous snow storm to get where we were going, and it was pretty funny because everyone kept saying that we'd die and we all knew we were fine. It was, however, ridiculously cold. Here's a photo:

7:30 a.m.- We arrive at the high school that we are to be having festival. We chilled in the cafeteria until going into the auditorium to watch our first play. The festival is centered around a One-Act competition that our troupe competed in, but the first play was full length. Yes, full length. We were not prepared for that.
8:15 a.m.- We watched a play called Tartuffe. It was a full length play written in an older English that was a translation of French, and almost everything line-wise rhymed. I got irritated. It was quite inappropriate (in a good way?) It was alright. It wasn't the best play I've ever seen. The actors were okay, but I wasn't extremely fond of the script in the first place.
11:00 a.m.- I went to my first Workshop. I absolutely loved it. It was a Commedia Dell'Arte workshop. We got to use masks that were awesome and play characters that were fantastic. I had such a good time with my friends. I performed a little skit with two of my friends. Basically, the whole workshop, save four people, were made up of people from our troupe. It was amusing. Here's a photo.

12:00 p.m.- We watched a One-Act from another high school. I didn't like it.
12:40 p.m.- Lunch time. I had the worst sandwich I think I've ever had in my life. I couldn't eat it. I tried so hard, but it literally made me almost throw up. Everything else at lunch was pretty good we all had a good time. I sat with the cast of our One-Act and listened to them go over it again and again. I'm Female Understudy for the show, and I'm glad to say that I didn't have to go on stage then. All the girls were fine.
1:25 p.m- Workshop number 2 happened. It was a fantastic workshop. For those who don't know, I have an absolute love of all things Shakespeare. I own a copy of every single Shakespeare play and all of his sonnets in one book that my father got me for Christmas. So, when I say that there was an Acting Shakespeare workshop, you should know that I would definitely be there. I was. I learned so much in the hour that I was in there. We were in a room of about 20ish people (which is a lot) and we were being taught by The National Players, which was really awesome. I learned all about Iambic Pentameter and Trochaic Tetrameter, verse vs. prose, and how to paraphrase Shakespeare in order for it to make more sense to the actor. We each had to write our own paraphrases for a monologue from Sebastian in Twelfth Night, which I did for a little bit (I ran out of time). Here's a line I wrote that one of the guys running it said was really nice: "Though my heart feels what my mind cannot." Nice, right? I thought so. Overall, I had an amazing time at the workshop. It was just my cup of tea.
2:30 p.m.- We got psyched for the BEST ONE ACT EVER. (Okay. I'm alright, now.) Anyway, we had a circle time and talked about everything. I was so proud to be around everyone. It was fantastic. We played My Pony, a game that resulted in the splitting of my pants. I had to go buy a pair of Thespian sweatpants. It was really funny. I cried and laughed with my friends about everything, hung out with the guys in their dressing room, chilled with the girls in theirs, and talked with the director. Overall, it was a wonderful time of preparation for our show. And in 3...2...1, they were on stage.
3:20 p.m.- This was the time for the performance of Conform! I was doing the lights (something I've never gotten to do before) and I got to watch the show from up in the booth. The show was AMAZING. The cast did so wonderfully. It's a very difficult show to explain, but all I can say is that it's about three men who try to make the world they think it should be, in a very dramatically comedic way, with some lesbians thrown in there with three girls who end up marrying the men, and a hobo lady. We had the best kiss out of all the shows; we had people cheering for the non-traditional kiss between the girls, a choice that certainly worked in our favor, I think. Honestly, I think it was the best One-Act that performed. I don't know if I'm biased because I worked with the show or if it's how I feel either way, but I'm sincere. Here's my cast at talk-backs with the judges:

4:00 p.m.- Another group's One-Act that I could not stand. The accents were godawful. I hated story and the props head should have been shot with the nerf gun he/she gave the actors to use as a realistic gun in their Film Noir parody.
4: 50 p.m.- This was a One-Act that I actually enjoyed entitled To Date or Not to Date. It was a really interestingly written updated mixture of Shakespeare stories. It was very contemporary, but didn't lose the beauty and wonder that is Shakespeare. They had a boy playing the Nurse from Romeo and Juliet and Hamlet who just blew us all away with his awesomeness.
5: 50 p.m.- This was a musical theatre production from a school that just blew me away. I couldn't describe it if I wanted to, but it was such a mixture of a play with happy/sad/frustrated/musicality. The acting was amazing and it was so simply elegant. I absolutely loved it. I laughed and cried. It was long, but great.
7:00...ish p.m.-Awards and stuff happened at this time. Our show, which after much torment of waiting, did not win best one-act (really sad face), did win other awards. We won best ensemble and some cool cats in my cast won awards for their acting. My friend Rachael won best of state with a scholarship for her costume design. BEST OF STATE. I was so proud and we were so happy with how we did. We were very tired at this point, but we didn't/did want to go. It was an intriguing emotion. We were very behind schedule at this point, and were ready to go.
8:30ish pm- We all get back on the bus and head to Popeyes/Wendys. Good food. I had mashed potatoes, a biscuit, and onion rings with sweet tea. I felt like I was in Louisiana or something, but I suppose that is the point.
9:20ish p.m.- We are back on the bus and we are headin' home. We all know that we will be late, but at this point, we are having such a great time. The front of the bus is made up of those sleeping and teachers, and the back was like a karaoke bar...until we got told by our Theatre Teacher to chill out. We talked and laughed and celebrated. We sang songs from the 90s and some of the boys rapped. Lots of songs from SNL got sung, and we drew the Deathly Hallows sign on all of the windows. Overall, great busride. Here's another photograph of my awesome friends:
11:20 p.m.- We get back to school. It is 24 degrees outside. Yes, 24. That is ridiculously cold and I was tired. Now, time to drop off my friends at their houses and go home.
12:00 a.m.- I got home and went to bed. Have you noticed how long I've been up for? Oh, and I went to bed around 12:30 the night before. You can do the math. 
Overall, amazingly awesome day. Or should I call it SUPERMEGAFOXYAWESOMEHOT!?! It was. It truly was. I hope to talk to you soon, dear reader. Keep enjoying your day and life. Hopefully, your day can be as awesome as mine was.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Sleep

What is sleep? Can someone please explain to me what this beautiful concept of a 'good night's sleep' is? I feel like I sleep best during breaks because I sleep like, 13 hours a night. However, I am not a huge fan of sleep. I don't really like dreaming and nightmares tend to get caught in my mind; what I do like is the peace and restfulness you feel after a long rest. I don't really like sleeping because you're so vulnerable. I've never fallen off my bed, but I always have that feeling in my dreams like I'm going to fall off. I feel like I'm the only person in the world who doesn't like sleep. Am I?
Lately, I've been very tired. I don't know if it's because I'm a teenager or if I don't get enough sleep (probably both).  Being tired is hard on me. It makes me irritated and makes my head hurt. I don't like that. I wish there were more hours in the day so I could get all of my work done and still sleep well. It's so hard. How do people do it? Right now, I'm quite tired, but I'm still trying to go about my day. It's not fun.

Monday, January 3, 2011

Well, it is the new year...

...and with this new 2011, I have added a few things into my life.


This blog is one of them. I have always wanted to write a blog, but I've never really sat down and done it. Well, with the new year, I decided to finally do what I've always wanted to do. I am one of those people who really needs a creative outlet, and recently I've been without one. So, after a few days of siting down and debating, I finally created this blog, Words from a Nerdy Girl. Making a blog is easy, but what isn't easy is coming up with a title. I think I sat at my computer for 20 minutes just trying to come up with a somewhat clever title. Seeing as I am incredibly nerdy girl, which will become extremely apparent, I thought the title fit.

Onto my second new thing. I've decided to do my videos on the YouTube. I have had a channel for a ridiculously long while, and I have a few videos (which will most likely be deleted because they annoy me), but my primary use for the site is for me to comment and subscribe. I want to do something regular with the channel, again, stressing that I need a creative outlet. I don't know what kind of channel it may end up being; all I know is that I want to have one.

The third and final thing is the ever-cliche list of New Year's Resolutions. Here are mine.
1. Get healthy. (Isn't that on just about everyone's list?) No, seriously, I want to get healthier. If I'm being honest, I'm a pretty terrible vegetarian. I don't balance my food out (I'm a pastaholic.) I am completely giving up soda and things that are filled with just refined sugars; I want to eat more leafy greens and color fruits and stuff. I also don't go to the gym or anything, and facing the facts, I won't. I will, however, figure out some way to stay in shape. So, honestly, this year is my year to get myself healthier.
2. Less procrastinating... but I'll do that later. (Just kidding).
3. Become more positive. I'm not a negative person, but I have become more negative over the years. I don't know if it's because of high school or something, but I don't want to be negative. I want to be a cheery person with the kind of disposition that draws people in.

Well, that's my first blog.